Finally ,I get to use the internet using my sister's phone .I miss home like hell ,I miss everybody in Singapore .I just want to get back home asap but I know 6 more days to go .I feel more like I am here on a mission .To send things and to accompany my grandmother .I got scolded just because I forgot about their stuff .Even pathetic food seemed nice cause it was just like me .I don't have anyway of technology ,everyday is just go out then play mahjong then sleep .But if Im in Singapore ,will anyone miss me ?I don't think so ,besides spending Valentine's here won't make me look so pathetic even if I have no one .I don't wanna know who they're going out with .Sometimes I wished I stayed here ,its so warm and friendly here .Nobody stares at you .I just want to smoke so badly ...It will be the only thing that will make me feel so good .